[...]

I...don't know. I do not truly believe him to be a wholly cruel person, it is just that...the things he has done are cruel, and reprehensible. I should not be willing to accept much less forgive such things, especially when they go so starkly against my own worldview, but...

[Sesa groans, slumping forward on his barstool again.]

Perhaps there is just something wrong with me.